WHY?

For the past few days, I have been surrounded by people. But yet I have never felt more alone. The presence that use to bring me comfort is no longer there. Now, I am starting a new chapter in my life but I was not ready to leave the previous chapter. You know the feeling when you are reading an amazing book, and you have that one chapter that makes you fall in love with the book all over again. The chapter that you don't want to leave. Well, that is where I am right now, and I don't want to leave. I feel empty and I want to force myself to smile but I can't. I can't sleep, can't eat, and ca't even think straight. I am just stuck in this moment asking myself, "why"?